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Looks like sth from a water colour painting..
but yeah i took it myself..
its some kind of stormwater treatment place lol..
basically a few lakes n stuff..

most of the ppl hanging together during lunch n stuff..
i found out year 11 international students can't work..
i was like, what the h....
dammit..
maybe i shud talk to the principal but lol
i dun think it'll work..

i think i smile less nowadays..
it really sucks when u noe u cant do nothing to help financially u noe?
like, you're just going through the days not being able to do anything..
eff the sch policies..
grr..

also its been really warm today..
then i slept a bit just now in e afternoon..
n when i woke up i felt like sht lol..
had to go to the youth thingy to accompany odie cuz u noe,
i cant really say i dont wana go to her..
i'll feel bad cuz i noe she finds it real boring..
but she doesnt wana go to the adult life group like im doing..
so i dun noe if the heat's getting to me or im really not in the mood to do stuff nemore..
damn if i knew how much money my mommy had to provide for me to study here, i think i wouldnt have wanted to come..
singapore sounds so good now..
i have to pay $375 for the exam fees while the residents pay $75..
like wth is that?!?!

sigh what to do..
hey i noe i shud have faith in God n evrything but gosh this is getting me down..
sry if i depressed anyone reading this!
cheers..