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Sunday, January 11, 2009
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i've read the draft of midnight sun..
the coming book thats sort of part of the twilight series and its in edward's view..
and i realized that,
bella loved edward so much, without realizing that edward loved her as much, if not more.
and edward loved bella so much, without realizing that bella loved him as much, if not more.
there is this part in midnight sun, where edward find out that bella's friend likes a guy at school, and when he reads the mind of that guy (lets call him A), he finds out that A feels exactly the same way that bella's friend does.
they both like each other, yet feel.. helpless?
they feel like its a lost cause.. or something like that.
and edward was blind not to notice that maybe thats the same situation that he and bella were in.

an then i realized.. maybe i'm the one who's blind towards the people around her.
do you look at me and feel the same way i do..? the same feeling of.. wistfulness..?

but i feel like, nothing can happen between us anymore.. not unless you can change. and theres probably only, what? a 20% chance of that happening?

and that part was for ___.

and this part is for joycepoon.

No man or woman is worth your tears.
The only one who is, will never make you cry.
If you love someone, put their name in a circle, instead of a heart.
Hearts can break, but circles go on forever.
Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say.
Best friends listen to what you don't .
If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them. I'd be at the bottom to catch them.
Don't frown, because you never know who's falling in love with your smile !
It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone.
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
If you judge people, you have no time to love them.

It's Is Easy To Write Someone's Name In Your Heart,
But It Is Difficult To Erase Someone's Name From Your Heart.
It's Easy For Someone To Enter Your Heart,
But It Is Difficult For You To Enter Into Someone's Heart.

~compiled from a few places, and this is for everyone out there, especially xinyi. coz i think you still like ___ right..?

i hope you know that you have my support in whatever you do (with some exceptions, like drinking urself to death).
if at any time at all, you feel like the world around u is falling apart again, know that i'm still there. and im not part of that world thats breaking into pieces.


and this part is for cherlyn.

can i ask you for a favour?
whenever you think of me, can you also remember that i really want you to have more faith in yourself?
don't worry about your results for chinese.
i'm very sure they'll be awesome.
you are awesome.
the nicest person i've met.
and maybe thats why so many guys like you, haha.
just, believe in yourself okay?
jia you!


and xinyi, i will never forget you. don't worry about that.




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me

[ shalyn THONG]

[ 07 December 1992]

[ temasek Secondary , Sec 5/1 '09
Ngee Ann Poly, Film Sound Video]

[ guitarist/photographer]

now loves many things. especially muay thai.
her likes include
black matt guitars, writing her own scripts,
smiling, laughing and playing around with
cool cameras and cool lenses, among other things.

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boxing gloves
a HANGING punching bag
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