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Sunday, March 22, 2009
The time was 9:06 PM
everything would be so different if we had tangible evidence to support our faith,
but what would faith be for if there was tangible evidence? anyway, i've realized that the few things i'm clinging on to, they won't work out. as much as i wish it would. so, its okay i guess (actually its not..) i'll, try to.. move on? and start studying.. i'm just tired.. of all this emotions that're weighing me down. Linkin park - somewhere i belong (when this began) I had nothing to say and i get lost in the nothingness inside of me (i was confused) and i let it all out to find, that i'm not the only person with these things in mind (inside of me) but all that they can see, the words revealed is the only real thing that i got left to feel (nothing to lose) just stuck hollow and alone and the fault is my own and the fault is my own i wanna heal i wanna feel what i thought was never real i wanna let go of the pain i've felt so long. erase all the pain till its gone i wanna heal i wanna feel like im close to something real. i wanna find something i've wanted all along somewhere i belong and i got nothing to say. i cant believe i didn't fall right down on my face (i was confused) lookin everywhere only to find. thats its not the way i had imagined it all in my mind. (so what am i) what do i have but negativity cuz i cant justify the way everyone is looking at me (nothing to lose) nothing to gain, hollow and alone and the fault is my own and the fault is my own I will never know myself until i do this on my own and i will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed i will never be anything till i break away from me i will break away. i'll find myself today . |
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